The two of me

I may seem calm, happy and fine..

there is an inner me that will never align..

There is a constant criticism for whatever I want to be..

I am not just dealing with self, I am dealing with the two of me!!

I create my own barriers, I draw my own line..

expect to achieve everything, expect everything to be fine..

I am my own critic before the society labels me..

the compulsion of perfection doesn't let me be...   

I turn my ability into a question mark..

I put off the fire even before a spark..

I fight with my demons but let them win..

The other me is not comfortable in my own skin..