Its your choice!

Feeling lost and lonely with each passing day?
there my friend, you need to find a way!

Its all about choices that you have you make..
Its all about chances that you have to take!!

Its all about living in the past or living now,
Its all about making it work or just wondering how?

Its always a toss between faith and doubt,
Its all about hiding these feelings or shouting it out!!

Its all about choosing to give up or getting back on track,
Its all about accepting your defeat or fighting it back!!

Upto you to let go of everything or to stay,
listen to your gut, you will find a way!!

 

Independence Day!

Today 70 years ago, India became a free bird,
Many battles were fought to shoo away the British herd!!
Today as we recall and pray for lives all lost,
Surely our freedom came at a heavy cost!!

Since then, our country fighting all odds stays,
Seven decades have passed since slavery days!
Worldwide our country’s power is at peak,
Development, peace and harmony is what we seek!

As there are highs and lows in a tide,
our country also has its own dark side..!
Regionalism, terrorism or female infanticide..
Because of poverty and distress our farmers die!!

Despite all the muddle our tricolour still flies high..
To never let it down, is what we should strive!!
Years back called “snake charmer’s land- India !
Today its fondly known as brand INDIA!!

Jai Hind !!

Ek baar ulajhna chahti hu..!!

Ek baar ulajhna chahti hu tumse, sab kuch suljhane ke liye. 
Shayad ye doori zaruri hai dobara paas aane ke liye..

Taqdeer Hume kaha le jaati hai ye to pata nahi.. 
Ghanto sochna padta hai aaj tumse baat karne ke ek bahane ke liye. 

Tha jab tu meri zindagi me tab khayal kabhi na aaya Judaai ka,
Shayad isilye man aaj bhi nahi maanta door jane ke liye..

Kaash itna waqt hota mere paas ki tujhe aur waqt de paau..
Par kya Karu jab tune hi keh diya chale Jane ke liye

Old pictures!

Looking at our old pictures reminds me of how colourful our lives used to be,
They have the amazing places we had been to, most importantly they have we.

They remind me of our promises of visiting those places again together,
Little that we knew our lives are going to change altogether.

They remind me of how I bugged you each time for a different pose,
That magic has left us now, those emotions froze.

But to calm down the hustle in my mind, I have a delete option to my rescue,
But there is no way to delete them from my memory queue!!

Maybe some years from now,
I'll smile at you across a street,
 You smile back with nothing weighing on your shoulders,
 And I'll be content that our troubles we have beat!

Claustrophobic

Lost in my thoughts, trying to find a way..
There is a lot to do , a lot to say.

A lot that my heart wants to scream out loud,
My brain is trying to resolve the never ending feud..

I don't recognize the person I have become over years,
Don't know whether this is making me weak or helping me fight my fears.

Everything heals with time says everyone,
But how to fight this passing time tells none..

Trying to hide my insecurities, a mask I have to wear,
Am I fooling myself and being unfair ?

I feel claustrophobic, there is no exposure,
I have to accept that somethings in life end with no closure!

Changes!!

In a world filled with changes each and every day..
I feel, I am being judged for what I do and say.. !!

I remember back to teddies and fun time at parks..
when I didn't worry about others remarks.. !!

Now looking in the mirror I see to my surprise..
a completely different person with fake charm in my eyes.. !!

I miss being the little carefree girl of my mom and dad..
I find myself lost, gloomy and sad.. !!

This is not the end, there much to arrive..
day after day, I am just growing old and trying to survive! ! !

Lonely..!

From childhood's hour I have not been,
As others were- I have not seen..
As others saw-
My heart to joy at the same tone,
And all I loved- I loved alone!!

I imagined friends to love me,
I imagined that I played with them the whole day..
But sad that they were not real ,
That's how I ended up being lonely I can say.. !!

Now that I have grown up, I thought things might change,
but everything is the same except my age..
still talking to my imaginary friends,
and waiting for someone to love me..
I think its not possible in this life, in next life, maybe..!!

Be yourself!

Why would you want to be someone else,
When you could be better by being yourself.
Why pretend to be someone you are not,
When you have something they haven't got!!

When you try to be like others, you lose your identity,
Try to explore who you are and get some clarity.
You have much more to offer by being just you,
Than walking around in someone else's shoe!!

You don't have to change yourself to please someone,
Be your friend and trust me its fun.
Be yourself and let your qualities show through,
Others will love you more for being just you !!

Never be ashamed of who you are,
You don't know but you are a shining star.
Everybody around you will love you too,
If you spend time practicing just being you!!

Woman..

A woman is a force so very dynamic,
 an emotional fool yet very realistic..

She loves and accepts others completely, 
she knows she is not perfect yet strives to be..

She battles with feelings but never looses her calm, 
wears a smile on her face glowing with her charm..

A woman knows how to keep her life in line, 
even with the tears in her eyes she manages to say "I am fine"

A mother, a daughter, a wife and a boss she can be,
She can do miracles just let her free!!

There, you girl, dont cry!

They have broken your doll I know,
The world is as cold as snow,
They don't care if you are happy or sad,
There is no point in getting mad,
But the life and love will soon come by,
There, you girl, Don't cry!!

They have broken your dreams, I know
They have shattered your aspirations in one go,
But the strength that you have within they don't know,
The more they burn you , the more you glow
The heaven holds all for which you sigh,
There, you girl , don't cry.!!

They have broken your heart, I know
The pain is real though you don't show,
The love of your life will soon be by your side,
Soon will be forgotten those days when you have cried,
All your troubles will soon pass by,
There, you girl, don't cry!!