Lonely..!

From childhood's hour I have not been,
As others were- I have not seen..
As others saw-
My heart to joy at the same tone,
And all I loved- I loved alone!!

I imagined friends to love me,
I imagined that I played with them the whole day..
But sad that they were not real ,
That's how I ended up being lonely I can say.. !!

Now that I have grown up, I thought things might change,
but everything is the same except my age..
still talking to my imaginary friends,
and waiting for someone to love me..
I think its not possible in this life, in next life, maybe..!!