Claustrophobic

Lost in my thoughts, trying to find a way..
There is a lot to do , a lot to say.

A lot that my heart wants to scream out loud,
My brain is trying to resolve the never ending feud..

I don't recognize the person I have become over years,
Don't know whether this is making me weak or helping me fight my fears.

Everything heals with time says everyone,
But how to fight this passing time tells none..

Trying to hide my insecurities, a mask I have to wear,
Am I fooling myself and being unfair ?

I feel claustrophobic, there is no exposure,
I have to accept that somethings in life end with no closure!